Today , im feeling very down .! sadsad xia . Boify cm dh tarq narq layan zhie lagyk .
Reply my mxg pon mcm tarq narq reply gytuu D: smlm dieq mxg zhie p zhie tarq reply psl tarq tawuq dieq aderh mxg kat num starhub .
Zhie dhen reply him pkai num singtel . Dieq reply ' [A]nuar [S]hyg [S]hasha ' .
Zhie shocked rabak sak .! zhie nages sak .! zhie reply ' what youu mean ? ' .
Ferst thing comes into my mind is ' he's breaking up with me ? ' .
Dhen dieq reply ckp dieq testing jek . *crycry* .
Maen maenkn perasaan zhie jek .
I never wanna lose him ever ! i've long waited for this guy .
It took me 'bouut eleven mnths to wait for him .
For him alone , i've indeed rejected many boys .
No one knows that cause i don't speak a word 'bouut it .
Youu said : " i'll try to make u cry everytime kay :P . just Joking . I'll always make u smile okea ." i trust youur words .
But , you've only been making me smile for a while .
These days , i've been feeling down sngtsngt 'cause ... ):
where are youu when i need youu the most ?
i know there's a gurl ouut there who love anuar sooo much .
Maaf , zhie tarq leyh kasi anuar kat dieq or saperh saperh psl zhie lovee him .! I've read that gurl's blog .
I know anuar andd her did cntct each other till now . Zhie bersabar jek .
So far , i've caught him mxg mxg gurls twice . I just kept quite 'bouut it . Zhie tarqnarq gadoh ngan dieq .
Tarq psl psl nnti kiterh .. *ehmehm* ): I don't want that to happen . It has been almost a week since i last met youu .
A day or two without seeing youu makes me suffer by missing youu so much D:
