I'm feeling daamn SAD today . What happen yesterday was unbelievable . Never thought this would happen .
Zhie : *ferst txt terdelete* Zhie : Wei ' tarq reply my mxg nmpq . ): hmmm ... u okeyh not ? cm mls narq lyn jek - ): Anuar : yawyawyaw . ape niq sedih ? an aru anqon da a dpt mxg sedih . haiz . . ape biken ? ? Zhie : sedih uhh ingtkn dh tarq narq layan . I ngan bareng bareng . Im feelmg down right now . Anuar : me too sia . Zhie : asl ? u aderh problem kerh ? Citerh uhh cket . Anuar : nahh . its okea . bhy daa mamam ? Zhie : hmmm .. blom lagyk . No mood narq mkn . u ? Anuar : daa. ape cyter pulak niq no mood ? =) Zhie : ntah larh i pn tarq tawuq . Mcm tarqde mood gytuu narq mkn . haix .. whats up with ur pm kat tagged ? ^_^ Anuar : hahaha ! u knw me. suke2 je. . an daa tktaw ape lagyk nk write seyh. =) tapy dopekan. Zhie : hmmm .. (-_-) manerh pergi satuu ari ? kat umah jek ? :D Anuar : yupyup. . tdo jek. . an demam uhq . =) Zhie : what ?! demam ?! Haix .. dah mkn obat lm niq ? Get well soon okeyh ^_^ Anuar : lom tk suke mamam obat uhq. Zhie : *deleted* Anuar : *deleted* Zhie : *deleted* Anuar : nw i nk tdo alek. no energy . Zhie : hmmm .. okeyh larh . Get well soon - paperh pcet niq num okeyh ' tquire of uurself . ily ^_^ Anuar : imy. ilyt. mwah !
- It doesn't end here -
Arouund 9.30pm , he txt me again .
Anuar : bhy. . im still up uhq. . cn i show u 1 mxg.bt dun eply. Zhie : Okeyh ' Anuar : yes, shasha syq an. shasha sukehr an when 1st tyme tnqk treo last year. bhud taqdr orq tawu. dhen dhis year shasha cntct nan ajjar. i admire hyme bhud i love yu. shasha tnqu an since last year. nw an matey samr zhie. shasha taqbley bwad papr. *zhie narq reply gyni p tarq sent psl dieq ckp tarqmo reply - : what youu mean by showing me her mxg ? u narq i buat aperh ?* Anuar : no worries, kalo an masey naqk continue nan zhie, its okayh, shasha tnqu, TILL ETERNITY WILL I WAIT(: *zhie never reply* Anuar : die!im gonna b crazy japp aqy.pls eply. Zhie : D: u katerh tarqmo reply . Shasha sukerh u kn . dhen u sukerh dieq tarq ? Anuar : i can't .if i do ppl will hate me.maybe bdk2 treo will hate me too. n u will cry. Zhie : yea u knw i will cry . I tawuq dieq syg u sngtsngt . psl i dah bace blog dieq . kebanyakn story sumerh psl u ehk . hmmm .. Anuar : yeah . sorry i tk blq u sianq2 sal bloq dher. *zhie tarq reply* Anuar : pls reply. Zhie : never mind 'bout the blog p everything yg kat blog tuu sumerh btol ke tarq ? Anuar : sadly to say yup (^_^) Zhie : hmmm .. ooouh keyh . i've knwn 'bouut it for quite sumtyme altready . i sabaar jek . Anuar : i daa aqak mesti satu hary jadq qyni nyer . wat do u wanna do nw ? Zhie : Now i narq luperhkan 'bouut everythng that has happen & just continue with our relationship . I tarq sanggop kehilangan u . Anuar : b4 we continue do me 1 fav.i nid to stay single 4 the mean tyme.bt i still love u lyke ur mine. pls help me.dun werry im still urs. Zhie : okeyh . i'll do it for u . Tapi smpai bilerh ? U've got to tell me till when . Dhen wht happen to 'us' for that mean tyme ? Anuar : we will maintain as fwen ferst.dec mid i will tell u kay. Zhie : Dec mid ? hmmm .. okeyh dhen . im willing . (^_^) Anuar : kay nyte .tdo dulu. an pening kepale uhq.ily. Zhie : okeyh . Gudnytee . SweetDreams. iloveeyou too' Tquire sweet lovee . *HUGS*
Im trying to control my emotions .
Try not to cry over it , but i just can't {!}
what am i supposed to do .? Forgrt him .? I can't .
None of the guys i've been with ever appreciate me .
He's the guy all i wanted all along , no one else .
I've waited & waited .
I really can't bear losing him right now .
