i thought you care about me .
i thought you love me .
i just can`t believe when you say you care .
you said you care but you won`t show it .
if you`re like that , how would i know how you feel ?
i did everything to show that i care about you.
i just feel that i`m just being used by you but i won`t think that way .
how would you feel when i get close to another guy ?
disturb hyme all the way & didn`t bother about you even if i know you`re near me .
that`s what i felt .
have you ever thought about my feelings ?
i felt like crying everytime i saw you get close to her .
but , you won`t see me cry .
i tried ignoring you but it didn`t work cause i need to see you to make sure you`re alright .
when you`re gone for a while , i would search for you until i see you .
i see you treated her very differently from me .
like she` s someone very special to you .
when i`m not feeling quite well , you`re not the first to come & ask " are you okeyh ? " .
it means alot to me if you just ask me that .
its shows that you really care .
but instead , you asked me only when you knew from my friend .
can`t you see me with your own eyes to know whether i`m alright ?
that girl is more important than me right ? ):
i know i`m not just as perfect as her .
but , is she able to love you as much as i love you ?
care about you as much as i do ?
i really feel like crying writing all of these .
you`ll never know when i got hurt cause you just didn`t care .
all the love we made can will never be erased .
i enjoyed everyday i spent with you .
between having you to save two person you love from drowning , who will it be ?
me or her ?
*promises are meant to be broken /.*
