yesterdaay school was like *speechless*
i don`t know where i should put my face at
when i saw you early in the morning.
i wanna look at you but i know i have to look away.
cause i know tears will fall.
i do have feelings too you know.
it seems like nothing`s wrong looking from the outside.
but inside, do you even know how hurt i am?
guess you didn`t.
i`m didn`t like to show how i feel.
i feel so guilty of everything thaat had happen.
i don`t know whose fault is it )':
from morning to idk whaat tyme, mxg`mxg with lani.
youu lazy bum! ask you help to update my blog pon malas -,-"
daa kasi e`mail & passwrd pon malas -,-"
so far, school went as normal but until the one hour to dismissal,
halim were called up by the general office then followed by me.
i got a shocked cause i didn`t do anything wrong, did i?
i`ve been a very good girl in school (:
went down to the g.o, saw halim was writing something. idk whaat.
when i went in, mr ng was expecting me like duhh.
then we talk bout whaat happen.
he asked me alot of Qs. between me & (insertname).
then a while later, apollo`s came in & i kenaa lecture -,-"
when he`s finished, he went out.
THANK GOD! ;D
after mr ng finished his questioning, went out.
gave me paper to write a report of whaat i`ve told him earlier.
went out & sat with halim & write the report.
we both sot siaa!
after finish writing the report, mr ng & a.gwen came.
we all talk`talk uhh.
then after mxg`ing them, went back to class.
i lagik sot uhh. malay class missing somewhere in school.
got to go around the school & find them.
while finding them, sadine jek talk with lani on the phone.
(haaas.daa bayar school fees paa)
when i finally found them, school bell rang.
good laa, school finished already, no need study (:after school, i asked lani came down to school meet me.
then we walked to northpoint Macdonaald.
we ate for awhile & went to buys his stuff,
& walked back to haizad`s block.
at around 4pm, went home cause going out w/ sis & brother.
we went to (forget already) & suntec city.
sis bought me a watch & treat us to chocolates
from " The Cocoa Trees ". wohooo ~ (:
thaat mix & match chocolates thaat we bought costs a total of $14.
i don`t mind cause i`m not the one whose paying, it was sis (:
at suntec city, sis bought herself a dress costs $40.
after which, we went home. (:
zhie mxg (insertname), diek taak reply )':
sodeyh paaaaaaaaaa! )':
after yesterdaay, diek taak reply mxgkuu,
won`t be bothering him anymore.
naak bwaatperh contact diek lagik?
lauu mxg jek taak reply, bwaat saket hati!
i didn`t call them up to bikin you &
neither did i asked them to praank you.
doing something with them thaat involves you
or even your name being said,
got me so scared of you hating me so much.
SORRY if i ever did you wrong! ):
how i wish i could turn back time,
and reply your very laast message saying goodbye )':
& i know its impossible for thaat wish to come true.i guess, life`s just got to move on.
(tears are words the heart can`t say)
*iswearthatyoudon`thavetogo* 
