been lazy to update this blog. i don`t know why i go private my blog. for fun only? i don`t know laa. here goes my few daays back stories. can`t recall everything.
mondaay, 3 maay 2010.
- - it was a school holidaay. :D okaay, went to facebook. went to home. check`check diek attch ngaan pmpn laen. okaay, was abit jealous & a bit furious at thaat time. okaay, sumpaah pompan diek pech! haaas. thaat part, i can`t stop laughing siaa looking at her picas. haaas. zhie is so mean siaa! haaas. even my friends agree to whaat i said. never did i say i`m better than her or prettier than her. never! its just my compliment to her. haaaas (: i know i`m bad, thaank you`. seriously laa, he waas a jerk to me. know why? cause which guy ever get a very fast replacement after two daays break`up? & which guy left the girl alone after people says she`s not pretty & stuffs? whaat a guy. i`m not insulting him okaay. i`m just saying whaat type of guy he is whe it comes to r/s. well, nobody`s perfect. even i`m not perfect.
tuesdaay, 4 maay 2010.
- - fuuuh`. was having english papers. so okaay`okaay laa. composition just did the num one question. about food. can uhh, not so hard (: heees. after paper finish, go home with halim & gave him sbatang which i was supposed to give fiee. okaay fiee, nxt tyme aku dapaatkan kao ye? (: then, after reach home, took a nap & after woke up, fiee called me the moment i woke up. whaat a coincidence. haaas. then after bathing, get dress & meet sis at northpoint. at laast, i paitao them. heees. b`cause of sis laa, waant to window shopping.
wednesdaay, 5 maay 2010.
- - school was per normaal, but during art lessons, it sucks big time! the general office called my name. waah`. i was thinking whaat did i do wrong again this time. when i think baack, the case was close already. when i reached RTA, was asked to wait outside. blablabla`, then went in. guess whaat? the case was re`open! haiyaa >.< like fcuuk siaa! they said thaat my statements & the others statements was different & the others was like against me! the others? who? it only involves me, lani, fiee & halim only. whaat others is she talking abouut? i`ve already heard whaat the others said. whaat is different siaa? sian ar! haiyaa! i waas so like fed`up siaa. talk`talk`talk, write a report. just go with the story thaat lani said to aunty`gwen. lani said himself thaat he & fiee just waants to come down to talk to (insertname). taak suroh pon doraang turon. lani lagik taak bersalah! diek taak cakap pon diek naak turon. its fiee siaa yg peng`peng citerh & salah`salahkan orng. aku taak bersalah siaa! haix. naseb aku laa. hmm, now i can only hope thaat the case will close soon & let it be permenant this time! >.< if all decide to put the blame all on me, then i`ve no other witness & back`ups to help me. i guess, whaat will happen to me happen laa. i feel like running away from these things & meet new people. forget all the others i`ve met before & know before. but i know, it won`t happen. how i wish life will go easy on me.
thursdaay, 6 maay 2010.
- - after school, me & leeez went to northpoint. then while waiting for the others, we went to macdonald. then, a while later, john & sokping arrive. & i went home to go bath. so fcuuking hot siaa! after reached home, bath & stuffs, went out & meet them at northpoint library. after which i met then there, leez was like upset aboout (insertname) & she was doing the friendship band for him. haiyaa`. talktalktalk, we went to the others. the part when i feel very damn scared was when leeez told me thaat john wannna have a talk with me. haiyaa`. i scared already liao. i thought he waant scold me siaa. haix, lucky never. but after i think baack, he waan tscold me for whaat kaan? then don`t care anymore. whaat he gonna say is, he is apologising to me of whaat happen the previous time. & say are "we friends already"? so i just reply "okaay, friends (:". then me & su`jep went down for while. go chck my dad`s money & we went walking around northpoint eating ice`cream (: then they all going out of library to void`deck. so we just wait for them at the escalator. well, (insertname) carried my bag for me (: haaas. & leeez says "teringaat balek macam dulu". haix. sedeyh seyh i have to be apart from him ): taap taakperh laa. maaybe he`s not the best for me. when we went to the void`deck, they all *****, then at around 6.45pm, went home. but i went to slack with halim, fiee & haizad. they are nice to me siaa unlike the other daays. so weird. haaas. they talk alot of intersting stuffs & halim lagik. haiyoo. lauu aderh diek, boleyh mati ketawe siaa. haaas. my alien joker. haaas. okaay laa, macam biase, when haizad dtng, conferm he`ll ask me something " zhie, naak gule`gule." haaas. then daa lamerh taak bawaak turon gule`gule, so go treat them to gule`gule laa. & buy for them large bottle coke. we share ramai`ramai. halim make sure thaat everyone got the gule`gule equally. haaas. then around 9pm, supposed to go home but then halim ask me teman him teman haizad take something. then he must teman haizad balek skejap. then salam aready, halim make face laa ask me temaan him. i waant to go home then he merajok, then decided to teman him laa. we go to haizad`s block & wait for haizad & went down baack & go home. haizad borrowed my memory card & will return it the next daay. hope its in a good condition ye (:
how do i forget a guy when i still love thaat guy & my previous?
fridaay, 7 maay 2010.
- - well, after school, went home straight. take a nap. & after woke up, went online until now. at school, halim keep talking about (it). taak boleyh sabar seyh diek, just give me time okaay? haaas. don`t worry i will do it laa somedaay. just now pass fiee rkk & tmrrw go slaack! yeepeey (: i waant my memory card balek okaay haizad? haaas :D well, until here then. will update again sooon (: i hope i pass my exams for mid`year. wish me luck temaan`temaan & good luck to you all! (:
i waant (insertname) baaack as i`m still deeply in love with him ❤
