okaay, when i went to class in the morning, i saw (insertname) (: he just got a new haircut. looks cute on him ^.^ he got the looks of  a babyface with his new haircut. bahaas. wanna know who, caryk laa saperh yaang just got a new haircut. it can be anyone (; back to my story - - after recess, saw (insertname) outside class. he was just walking near yap`peng. i looked at you but pretending i was looking at thaat yap`peng -,-" & obviously you were looking at me? i don`t know but i think you were looking at me. (oh zhie, please taakmo prasan banyk`bnyk -,-") whaat i noticed is thaat your eyes looked away when i looked at you.

[ , feeling blue, while i`m trying to forget the feeling thaat i`m missing him )':  - - ]

after school, went to meet eera, my bestfriend (: & her cousin at the library. plaaning to study but ending up, we just joke around & camwhore`ing. heees :D at around 2.30pm, me & enaa went home. on my home, saw fiee & halim. kecoh`s siaa doraangs. fiee was so like going mad at halim for not wating to give him sbatang rkk. halimwas like later`later & he looked at me laughing at fiee. i just laughed at the two of them & say "koraang ehk. sigh -,-"" alwaays behaves like a kid. we three just slaack for awhile. suddenly, it was raining cats & dongs. i was so hating it! >.< we went home. then at around 5plus, went to northpoint to meet up with ijahsan, aiai`junior, dinah (aiai`s sister) & sok`ping. yadaayadaayadaa - - walked home with aiai`junior. her lilttle sister was so fcuuking cute! geraaam siaa aku! bahaas (: reached home at around 7pm.

- T.H.E  E.N.D -

do you know how much i miss you?

its more thaan thaat.

looking at you brings me baack to the past we had.

i`m trying hard to erase my love for you.

but it seems for now, it just won`t go away.

slowy as time passes by, i hope thaat it will slowy fade away ):

i feel so different everytime when i`m trying to look at you.

you might think thaat i`m the "no feelings" type of person.

well, i not thaat type.

every feelings thaat i felt are kept just to myself.

i`m only brave to show the cheerful & the joyful of me.

i`m the girl who`s just scared to show whaat i really feel.

there`s many other girls out there whose much better thaan me.

i`ve never been the best for you or anyone. 

i thought we could last longer thaan whaat i expected.

its impossible b`cause we both are from two different worlds

thaat couldn`t get along with.

* [ , i really thought thaat we could wait for the fireworks - -] *

dear (inserhtnjame), you`re still in my heart