N Y E E E T ! ^^

i wanna repeat again. i`m so over the moon. woooho! cause i pass my art. yeah! haaas. zhie gone craazy over it. haaas. during assembly, the sec three`s had a sexuality talk. the videos was merepek! & ouh ***** gaay! the pictures was horrible of those who got infected by STI or whaatever it is! eeeeeww! the talk really got me so scared. *chills* okaay, as for todaay, after school, went to check my chem paper, guess whaat, i just pass. this year so like between lucky & unlucky b`cause most of my subjects i scored a just pass marks -__-" which a mark will make a difference between failing & just passing. fuuuh! i hope the marks stay the same & i really pray hard thaat the other subjetcs i pass too (:  i wanna make my parents proud eventhough i had thaat bad attitude. & i want too show them thaat even with my bad attitude, i`m still able to do well. people simply look down on one person because of their appearances & the waay they are around their friends but, they don`t know whaat thaat person is capable of. i will not let thaat happen to me (: baack to my story. after gotten to know my chemistry marks, went home. after got home, blabla - - after eating, went to sleep. just slept for an hour. got a call from halim. he`s bored at home so asked me to slaack with him. then went down. haiyoo. waited for him like 15mins siaa, he got beraak first -_-" then when he wanna come, got hal. haiyaa. went to haizad`s block. blablabla - - they go & settle it & as i`m the only girl, i just waited outside his house. when they came baack, laughters just bursts out. okaay, forget thaat. we slaack there. there was me, halim, haizad & idong. halim & idong, with their stupid jokes, i can`t take it. when i stop laughing, they started to create a new original jokes of their own. i was like lol`ing all the waay. haaas XD then haizad looked at my phone and ask me : " zhie, asl kao bnyk gmbr tattoo`tattoo nik? kao naak bwaat ehk? ". i was like no laa no laa. haas. i`ll be crazy if i do it at this young age. when i grow up & i have gotten my freedom, i`ll do. i`ll die if i do it at this age. wooo, mintaak kenerh gantong jek! haaas. when i sat on the sofa, idong was beside me. we just sit like normaly, halim came & disturb him. taking his hand touching me. soyaal nyerh halim! haaaaas. XD then i move place. still the same kecoh them. haas. then the jokes still didn`t stop there. it was then i had to go home if not dad says he`s gonna beat me up if i got home late. one, twice & thrice is enough siaa. his slap was so stinging. my nose feels like broken. but still, didn`t went home after dad called me. half`an hour later i went home. cause i accompany halim to the bustop & waited for ruby. then, then went home. (: & thaanks halim for fixing my phone. ( there, i thaank you already here & just now ) ^^ bodoh, study hard laa. tawuk pon regret kao fail. haiyaa. dtng skola taaknaak, suroh orng yg checkn paper -__-"

19 may 2010 :

went to slaack with fiee at 219. seriously fiee, rabaak siaa kao. he left me alone when kampao arrive. lucky my face was looking so the qwai`qwai (: heees. didn`t get screen. manerh tdaak seyh, tempat ribot siol. haaas. then i walked to 222 & meet fiee. after which after kampao has left, we slaack there again. & fiee! you drop my phone & make spoil of it! it was like the first time saying sorry sincerely seeing from his face. & rubbing my head saying he was really sorry. haaas. funny laa him. treating me like his adek. haaas. when most has left, we sat around the table. waaah, all talked dirty. fiee showing me his fcuk face. haaas. so irritating. the others kept asking me some personal experiences questions. i was like wth! haaas.  then when we wanted to go off & meet halim to taake baack my memory card. (finally! haas.) two guys wanting to bring me up the block. -__-" but i knoiw they were just joking around. haaas. then went off, to meet fiee`s cousin & went to meet halim & haizad. then went home & dozed off (:

ooops! i`m in love again ^^

but this time i`ve gotta control my feelings & enjoy life first.

when i`m ready to start a new r/s with someone, i`ll let it show.

as for now, i`m not gonna let myself get hurt by some stupid guys out there.

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A S T R O ' B O Y ' I S ' M Y ' N E W ' H E R O (: