s w e e t ' a s ' s u g a a r .

haad a greaat, sweet dreams laast night and the night before (: two daays in a row taaw. who? the fourth ex, "kid" (: i guess i really miss him alot! the night before dream was much more sweeter! we were just like before. he was nice to me and knows how to treat me well. give me whaat i needed. showed thaat he really cared and love me so much. we spent most of our time together every single daay. makes me laugh all the time with your jokes. being with him for a long time, only once he make me cry. the second time was because of him too but he made me cry as a friend not more. his words thaat time was rough to use it at me. only his brother saw me cry when he went baack home and said thaat "kid" was too much. but the second time after "kid" saw me walking baack home crying, he told me, he really feel very very bad for making me cry. "kid's" friend even gave me a call the moment i went home to ask whether i'm alright. somehow, i already forgiven him. i really miss him. especially his long hugs and kisses after kisses. i really wish thaat i could be by his side again. *praying*.

miss fifth ex too ): who? thaat "OM" guy.