school was not that great at all!

during maths lesson, i was sent to the more clever class.

WTH! i hate this. i want to change back.

i don't want to be in that class -

i just got to know that my two best boyfriends are inside lockup.

i was shocked and confuse.

nobody tells me what happed and why.

sumpaah sot siaa! ergh!

during recess, was told that one of them is already inside boys home.

after eating, rushed to the public phone.

try calling one of them & it got through but didn't pick up.

after school, try again calling one of them. got through & he picks up.

i was happy to hear his voice (:

he said he's a free`man, never was inside lockup lately.

but the other guy is inside. i wanted to cry but ... hmm.

asshole! he scold me for asking about the other guy cause i keep asking. haahs.

he repeats [insertname-theotherguy] name many times. irrits tawuk taak?! haiyo.

i was looking forward to see him but i guess i'll have to wait a bit longer then. sigh )':

plan to meet fiee at NP by 1600 but guess what?

waited till 1630 & he paitao me! baaek pa?

majok ar kuh ngaan kao.

no chocolate milkshake for you anymore then you know :P

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would you know how much i miss you?

would you know that i still think of you everyday?

will you ever know how i felt towards you?

would you know that i still love you even after you left me?

why it must be you who comes into my dream when there's many other guys?

even though we' have grown apart,

my brain can't seem to let you go.

i can't seem to love another guy other than you.

& one last thing, just so you know,

i never hate that iloveyou,

or even regret loving you,

or even be by my side.

my memories with you will always be cherished (:

& it will never be erase.

the song i dedicate just for you,

"first lady - never be replace",

will always be for you.

i will never stop loving you.